Sometimes I think I dream too much....
I don't know why, but I seem to be lost in my thoughts more so than usual today... I mean, more often than not, I'm lost in my own little world (one reason why I don't do well in social situations)... I really try not to let my mind wander so much, so that I can truly live in the moment. (Uh, I'm still working on that...) There's nothing wrong with daydreaming. It's a nice temporary escape from reality, you know? As much as I hate to say it, I think I do more dreaming than doing. A lot of my daydreams are pretty realistic after all (though I do dream up impossible things at times). I'll admit, I'm slow to get things done, but I accomplish what I need to eventually. I keep quiet about my life plans, because everyone rushes me. And when everyone tells me that a certain something needs to get done "now", it only gets me frustrated, and thus slows down my progress. Sometimes I wonder why I don't pick up the pace, seeing that I'm mostly unhappy with my life the way it is. I'm really hoping that once marching season kicks in, my life will be more exciting, which is the biggest reason I just can't wait! =) *sigh* Why do I always feel like I'm waiting for my life to begin...?