Jun 02, 2006 23:59
I can't wait 'til I snag a second job, so that I can finally get out of Whataburger. Sure, I've got the Disney job now, but that's only gonna be a Friday, Saturday, Sunday thing (my upcoming summer class will keep me from working more days). And when you consider tolls and gas, well, it's not gonna be enough. But I want to keep the job, because I really think that it's the thing that will finally break me out my shell. I really think that it will bring out the best in me. I don't wanna be afraid to be me anymore. It's about time I show the world who I really am. I've been waiting 20 years for this!
Anyway, I'm still on the lookout for another job. I can't take fast food anymore. You put up with too much shit for not enough pay. Yesterday and today I almost walked out. But I really can't afford to be unemployed. That's the only reason I've lasted this long. Or else I would've walked out a long time ago. From the moment I walk in for a shift, my mood changes entirely: my energy is drained from me, I'm really irratable... It's terrible! I'm stressed enough with work alone. Imagine when I add school into the mix. I'm done with fast food.
*side note* The song that I have listed under "music" do not match my mood for this post. However, it does match some underlying feelings I experience everyday. I may post the lyrics to this (and other related songs) in future posts.
*another side note* And since it won't fit, I would also like to note under "music": The Dance- Garth Brooks & I Miss My Friend - Darryl Worley