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[meant4joe]

12 days = too soon

but what can i say
i knew it would be like this
it would come way too soon
and i would not be ready

i also cannot wait though
i think about it all the time
some people say i get to make a new start
and that i am lucky

but i dont want a new start
i love who i have become
i am myself
i need no change

no chance to become who i really am
the person you know now
is really me
the real alyssa

i will change of course
become more independant
grow up a little
but not too much i hope

i will miss you all so much
EVERYONE who reads this
and those who dont
i love you all

you have made my life awesome
and i look forward to each day
you helped me to be who i am
and you brought out the good in me

i stopped hiding from people
i let people see who i am
instead of not wanting to open up
to those who i didnt know

i have the best friends ever
and i wouldnt change any of you
not for the world
and i will miss you and cry for you

i am glad though
that i have friends worth missing
i could easily not care
and go without looking back

i am greatful that i have been blessed
with such awesome people
that i can share my joys with
and that care when i am sad

leave your name and i will tell you what i will miss most about you.