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[meant4him923]

melissa...i forgive u. bc i wasnt rele pissed at you. wen i wrote this entry, i had just gotten to my moms work & i cudnt think of anything except my day. and im sorry. i was trying to just get it all out and i just started writing. and im sorry. hope that i am forgiven

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[xg_r_i_t_sx]

and it would take an idiot to know this wouldnt be your responce. becausae again you took my critisizim and turned it against me. it was there to help you.

now for the brutal truth. i wasnt speaking for only me...you know how many people have told me they are sick of the way you are?

em...an online journal is never meant for privacy...if thats what you mistoke it for...you were mistaken..

being a true friend is not telling you how many times people have told me you annoy them, and not telling you what matt actually tells me when he calls you..

you wanted to bring guys into it- so here we are

and because i still am your friend..and you know it..im not going to tell you all ive been told..because thats the past..and you have a chance now to change.

as for me..ive got more crap going on in my life then you will probabaly ever have to deal with...so there is a purpose to my distace from you and my moodiness etc.

ive always been here for you..and you know it. so dont try that.

emily...hunny..open your eyes..

im not the one who is changing...

you are.

[meant4him923]

youve got more crap than i will ever know? try again. ya i know ur mom is pregnant and the baby isnt what you expected and i am truly deeply sorry for that...but i never expected my parents to stop loving each other and i never expected for sum of my friends to turn against me (and they're not all at kenny...most of them arent) and i never expected my grandfather to come over to my house just to tell me hes going to die within the next month. and on top of that, theres matt. the boy i love more than anything. and i frankly dont care what he says to you. because even if he hates me, i will always love him. and i dont care if people are sick of me...if theyre sick of me, tell them to say it to my face. dont sit there and pretend they're my friend.