not a day goes by that i dont think of you...
ok well i went to matts house to give him his graduation check and he was definitly ignoring me the whole time. and then we went to ck to pick up kayla then to steak & shake..& matt asked if i was thinking about that time wen we went there, which i wasnt, so ya he ruined my good mood. so for the rest of the time, he practically ignored me.
i love him so much but i hate him just as much. im just so ready to die...i cant go on living like this but i feel as if i cant live without him. and i know everyone is gonna be like "hes not worth" and all that shit but dont even. bc i know he is. and i know wut im saying. and there is NOTHING that you can say that can make me stop loving him or stop feeling like i wanna die unless matt asks me back out or tells me he loves me.
so for the rest of the night...im going to cry, think of matt, cry, think of matt, cry, sleep and cry. since me & matt broke up, there has only been ONE night that i didnt wake up crying at least once (in the middle of the night.) so call me if u feel like...but dont call to make me feel better. bc hes the only one that can.
i love him so much but i hate him just as much. im just so ready to die...i cant go on living like this but i feel as if i cant live without him. and i know everyone is gonna be like "hes not worth" and all that shit but dont even. bc i know he is. and i know wut im saying. and there is NOTHING that you can say that can make me stop loving him or stop feeling like i wanna die unless matt asks me back out or tells me he loves me.
so for the rest of the night...im going to cry, think of matt, cry, think of matt, cry, sleep and cry. since me & matt broke up, there has only been ONE night that i didnt wake up crying at least once (in the middle of the night.) so call me if u feel like...but dont call to make me feel better. bc hes the only one that can.