nothings going right..

May 05, 2004 23:09

hello. wow today was good until...well u'll see.

>> me & emilie & kristen murdock were late to skool today. we got there as prayers & the pledge & stuff were ending! ya. it was bad. but u see, i would've gotten there on time but emilie had to wash her damn shirt wen she woke up bc she just COULD NOT wash it the night before. freak.

>> x mod was corny. we had to learn the choreography..ya it sucked. then i saw John Michael & he had to tell me wut was up with Matt. Ya..it made me think of matt. :( Anyways...E mod was FREEZING! it was so effing cold in that room. But it was the same old boring shit. F mod: omg. i officially hate bishop kenny. well atleast my algebra teacher. Kristin wanted to play this mash game right, & i didnt understand one thing in our lesson today so i figured id do that...so mrs shearon walks by and like freaks out on me. and kristin didnt even say she had sumthing to do with it & its the second day one of my friends in that class has left me out to get eaten by mrs shearon! (woah that sounded a little wrong.) anyways...so after class mrs shearon told me that like i wudnt graduate if i didnt pass the next test or start doin my homework bc then i'll think its cool not to care & i'll turn into one of those girls who does nothing but go to parties! i was like oh my effing god! wut the hell! ya it pissed me off..

>> lunch was rele bad. i was rele mean to brittany bc before e & f mod i tried to tell her about sumthing exciting & she blew me off for jacob...again. & then i was pissed at my algebra teacher so i took it out on her & me & melissa went outside & ate lunch with CM. ya..it was kind of like..sad bc i knew brittany was mad at me.

>> right before lunch ended me & melissa were at my locker and she was talking to me about *sumthing* lol and then i got tapped & it scared the shit out of me! thanks zach...ya it scared me. hah. then i slept throo A mod. ya.

>> B mod sucked soo bad. Mrs. McCulloch was such a bitch today. she yelled at us non-stop. ya it sucked. then she kept us after. i was pissed.

>> me & emilie went to st patricks after skool. we hung out with coach for a while, played volleyball & then i played basketball it was fun! i havent played basketball in a long time! it was enjoyable! haha wow ive never said that in like my whole life. then i visited mrs sittig, my 8th gr teacher. she also taught my math & religion in 6th & 7th grade. actually she was my homeroom teacher in 6th gr. lol. anyways, then i visited mrs parker who was my 7th gr teach but taught history from 6th to 8th & english from 7th to 8th! ya it was cool. Then i went to see mrs van who taught me in pre-k 4 and 3rd grade & her mom was visitin who taught me in pre-k 3! it was so awesome!! i luv st patricks. i miss it so much. then paul called me a booty call. lol i was like "wtf?" & he goes "its ok u can be my beautiful booty call!" it was a little weird. lol. wen we went out to the car pool line, i talked to JJ..hes so awesome! :). then to coach again..then me & courtney played 1 on 1 in basketball and i won 12-8! ya! i rock! lol.

>> mrs gail, emilies mom, came & picked up me, emilie & megan harger! me & emilie went to megnas after we got home for a little & ate food, looked @ pictures & jewelry & wrote on emily harger's wall! it was cool. then, later, me & emilie left to pick up kristen & go to yearbook presents.

>> the yearbook is awesome. lol. im only in my picture, softball & volleyball. oh and the chorus picture. :) alot of ppl that i know are hott in their yrbk picture..but most of them are hotter in person! lol. then i drove home & my mom freaked out bc shes paranoid and embarassing.

>> i saw timmy @ yrbk presents....hmm. ya if ure important, i'll tell ya wut happened.

>> ok well then we came home, ate pizza, looked @ the yrbk & watched blue collar comedy tour. now kristen murdock is sleeping, emilie is watching cheaper by the dozen & im talking to tiffany and zach. ya...im also sort of thinking of matt..but thats a different story. wanna hear?

>> matt called right as yrbks were being presented. i answered the fone all happy bc matt called & he wasnt allowed to me & he was like:
matt: hey
me: hey
matt: u lied to me
me: wut?
matt: u told courtney [wut blah blah meant]
me: ya..
matt: u told me u wudnt tell...u promised.
me: i know...and i tried so hard. but it was killing me hiding it from her!
matt: emily...wutever. u just ruined my chance of ever getting her back.
me: matt...u ruined that wen she read taylors journal.
matt: no i asked her out yesterday & she said yes & then i had to break up w/her wen my parents talked to me..
me: ya..she said yes bc u sweet talked her. thats wut she told me. she said she didnt rele wanna go out with u bc she didnt wanna get hurt.
matt: wutever i'll call u later..
me: wait...matt just get over it. u have screwed yourself. ok so back off me & yell @ sum1 who thinks youre worth the time!

>> and i hung up. ya i was pissed. but i want him to call one day & just talk normally & say nothing about courtney or gettin back together. ugh wutever. ok well im gonna go! comment please!

i love u all-emily

<33 my love life is so screwed up lol.

if u looked inside a gerlz heart u would see
how much she cries u would find big secrets
best friends..boys..n lies..`but wut u would
c the most is how hard it is 2 stay strong wen
nothing is right n everything is wrong

-thanks hannah!
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