it means so much to me

[meant4him923]

last night matt told me he cudnt give me a 2nd chance right now because he cudnt "do it" anymore...meaning all the fights..i tried to convince him that we wont fight as much as we used to bc i dont get mad so easily nemore but he wouldnt listen! then he calls me tonight and is trying to find anyway he could talk to me 2nite and his mom gets on the fone and says get off the fone now and he tried to convince her that it was important...but hes off now and hes gonna call me 2mrw morning and at lunch 2mrw! i dont know wut this means..it could either mean he wants to get back together or hes done forever or he needs a little more time or he hates every1..i dont know! but he said he had to talk to a friend rele bad...and he called me. that felt so great! it meant so much to me that i was the one he called! but im a little worried about him...its ok though! well..ive got a TON of homework left..Biology, English, Religion & Algebra! Ugh BK is kickin my ass! ok gtg love u all!
<3 em

*i'll love him till i die*

(ps: that doesnt mean im gna kill myself..it means i'll love him forever!)