everything is hotter when the sun goes down..
hola! ok continuing my story! well after we fought & i threatened, we talked in his car & came rele close to kissing in the car bc we were laying on the floor-board together and i was like laying on his chest sort of. anywho..then we got out so i cud go talk to ppl and think..and he cud go skateboard and think. lol. but then we got in ANOTHER fight. hmm. theres alot of that goin' on. finally, i just stopped talking to him. lol. so i went & sat on the picnic tables, & he came up & was like "lets start today over.." so he asked me to hang out with him & taylor & go dunk coach yocum but i didn't rele know coach yocum so it wasnt that fun sounding to me & i rele didnt wanna walk around with him all over taylor like he was (no offense to u taylor! and by the way-we gotta talk! lol [me & taylor]) newhos..so he got a little offended, & went off & i went back to the picnic table next to mrs wendi & just started balling. i cudnt hold my tears in anymore. i told her everything that was going wrong & she helped me a little. she told me that i just have so many emotions building up inside of me & the only 1 i can rele grasp is that i dont have matt anymore. there is just too much going on. she also said that i try to make it seem like my parents divorce doesnt bother me, which i do try to act like that. she said that she knows me better than that & i just need someone to lean on and to hold me & matt doesn't realize that that person is him. shes so right. her & mr john both said they love me like a daughter & they dont agree with matt. so sumtime soon, we're gonna have a sit down talk. with me, matt, mrs wendi, mr john & probably john michael. ya. i cant wait. bc we're all gonna have like an "intervention" with matt bc hes not bein himself. but its also about me. but ya. then later my mom came and every1 hugged & kissed (me & matt didnt kiss)
me & amanda came home, talked online for a while. then we went into my room & talked about stuff..hmm. then we went to the alabama concert, had a good time there. they were awesome. then took alex home & then amanda and i came home & slept. yay.
today, i woke up, went to the beach & met up with kristen murdock & her b/f robert. we played in the water a while, walked & layed out. it was fun. i found out emilie fletcher dumped brandon barr...which means hes single. i mite have to flirt a little! :) hehe jaykay..maybe. lol.
now im home. im talking to matt..but earlier he told me him & courtney were supposed to go to the movies & he got there & she came up there & told him he cudnt go. so ya. he got stood up. he was talkin about how she was yellin' @ her mom & i was like "ya she treats her parents like shit & she has a RELE bad attitude problem & she often says rude things to other ppl's parents." (and all thats true) so he kinda just sat there like "hmm..." like he was thinkin about it. newho, im gonna go! write lateR! xoxo-emily
me & amanda came home, talked online for a while. then we went into my room & talked about stuff..hmm. then we went to the alabama concert, had a good time there. they were awesome. then took alex home & then amanda and i came home & slept. yay.
today, i woke up, went to the beach & met up with kristen murdock & her b/f robert. we played in the water a while, walked & layed out. it was fun. i found out emilie fletcher dumped brandon barr...which means hes single. i mite have to flirt a little! :) hehe jaykay..maybe. lol.
now im home. im talking to matt..but earlier he told me him & courtney were supposed to go to the movies & he got there & she came up there & told him he cudnt go. so ya. he got stood up. he was talkin about how she was yellin' @ her mom & i was like "ya she treats her parents like shit & she has a RELE bad attitude problem & she often says rude things to other ppl's parents." (and all thats true) so he kinda just sat there like "hmm..." like he was thinkin about it. newho, im gonna go! write lateR! xoxo-emily