hi

Nov 22, 2010 12:35

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P22h1lUMJ5M

" I open my mouth and You speak for me
You move the mountains and roll back the sea

I will not afraid
I will never be ashamed
For You are with me
You are with me

I've seen enough to know
That You're my only hope
I don't want to go
If You're not with me

We open our hands and You reach for us
You are the motion of the universe"

that was
by Chris Tomlin -
"with me" song

I apologuise but please leave me alone for now with phone calls from Margaret or Angela or Dawn or leaving a letter in Jims bag "pray for me", or having a car follow me or on the run in Jims appt, a car came by with loud music, or telling me that KAs bag is broken. thinking that no one wants to work with me or that I put staff away or that I abuse staff or that staff will not deal with my frustrations, because I don't and it is double hard on me so please leave me alone,
(I got hired in 2006 and now it's time for me to go-soon hopefully) but I can deal with it. Be Merciful and act right, pray for yourself if you need to for me it's too much to pray for everything,
and the way of work is that sometimes mistakes are made and there should be no need for any negative phone calls or notes-that the clients are dirty or someone forgot a lunch box, or communicator wasin't placed in CRs bag, on shift each workers should know what to do-the main things only and then leave to do other things or come back or hire new ones because you'll break our bodies and we'll be on too much meds. from staying too much owertime and working too many hours, some have families and thigns to do-if ther're more stronger.
It will be harder with the flu coming again and dealing with 6 sick clients. and I just wanted to make it clear that life is more important then any arguments that happen at work, because someone may die and that won't be good, the arguments will not be there if all do what they need to do, and they can talk, or laugh or do what needs to get done with the clients, and not get on someones nerves to destroy them, if someone is in pain, you will see it on their face-help them physically be shortening job-or help on the way in the moment to walk a client or to lift so that the person can get back and do what they need to do, and please be nice to them because they just might have a heavier cross, for some it may to hard to be nice when things are going hard, for others it may not matter, but it is a lot harder for people who are alone or who are different and need to be with different people to talk about different things who have different clean or holy interests
yes, I am sorry, but it's a different battle, there are different crosses, I lead a different life and I have no choice, so it is hard, and I'm sorry but I'm doing the job the best I can, and this is the best way that I can explain it in writing right now, and then I'm going to leave hopefully

you may have different crosses, I don't want to get staff involved with their time since they need to do what they need to do, and I need to do what I need to do, I don't want them to think I need extra help, because it's the physical hardship for a long time that causes or can cause problems later because I'm skinny and I'm leading a different life I need to go to those who are like me, that's why I am leaving and it is God's will, and I have decided, the decision if final

God does look at the heart, and each heart is different because there are pleaces people belong to and their hearts are at peace, or for some they stay in a place and then they need to leave because "things happen" I don;t think all people stay in the same place all the time, because then there would be too many people in one place

I will call Debbie Gilbert if anything changes or to update,
until further notice
~Dorothy
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