Nov 14, 2006 22:08
so i'll slowly be easing my way back in to school now. i went today for one class and it made me real real real tired. i just woke up actually. so im gonna try to go to english tomorrow but i may not. im really thankful to be getting better. im not good yet though but im much better than before. so many people have been real nice as far as checking up on me and stuff goes. say say bought me a HUGE blow up t-rex. it kinda scares me when i get up to pee at night though.
my doctor rules. we are pretty much best friends now. i have to go to her a lot for add stuff, but ive had to go to her 5 times in the past little bit and so now we are tight. she called today. they got one of my blood tests back and most people have an antibody count of around 20, she said. i have over a thousand. this means my body is fighting infection real hard and ive been sick for a long time.
this is just to kinda update people. i had to keep going back to the doctor cause they couldnt find out what was wrong with me. which was kind of scary and my mom cried a lot because we kinda thought i had leukemia. which made me so sad and worried but im okay and dont have any scary diseases. just mono. which goes away. but apparently the fatigue lasts for "months". and im not real DOWN with that cause i just ordered a new longboard and i wanna skate. not sleep. but i dont think i could skate anyways cause i could rupture my spleen.
but im okay. im real thankful for the people that have been good to me and that the weather has been nice. i had lots of time to think and i regret not taking care of my body and i regret worshipping school so much. i feel like so far ive kinda missed out on my senior year and i dont want that to happen anymore. this is long. i love all my northwestians and miss you and am excited to be back.