aftermath
It came to me, at around noon today, while lying on my bathroom floor, that I really need to find some more true authentic people to call 'friends'
The ones who are loyal and would always back me up are always the ones I overlook or never seem to notice entirely, but it's those people who always seem to come through for me. I always seem to give my attention to the ones who lust after it so hard and have no regard for the feelings of others. I always seem to attract all these people who aren't genuine at all, while others can find so many solid people to be friends with. It's like I really want these people to like me...but I already have so many people who like me already and I don't even have do do anything....but I suppose to me, the chase is better than the catch so all the friendships I can't have I'll immediately want more.
I think this birthday taught me a lesson, even if it had to get me incredibly drunk to get it through to me.
I hope this year I'm a better person than I was last year. I'm through with judgemental dick-faces and two-faced liars, BRING ON THE TRUTH
The ones who are loyal and would always back me up are always the ones I overlook or never seem to notice entirely, but it's those people who always seem to come through for me. I always seem to give my attention to the ones who lust after it so hard and have no regard for the feelings of others. I always seem to attract all these people who aren't genuine at all, while others can find so many solid people to be friends with. It's like I really want these people to like me...but I already have so many people who like me already and I don't even have do do anything....but I suppose to me, the chase is better than the catch so all the friendships I can't have I'll immediately want more.
I think this birthday taught me a lesson, even if it had to get me incredibly drunk to get it through to me.
I hope this year I'm a better person than I was last year. I'm through with judgemental dick-faces and two-faced liars, BRING ON THE TRUTH