Oct 16, 2009 15:17
for the first time...ever i might get a c in a class.
I realize that I sound like a huge geek. I really dont give a shit... I do well in school, okay? I'm kind of mad. Its not like I'm not trying... I just really cant think the way a computer programmer thinks.
Their computer world is ugly and disorganized and doesn't make obvious sense...or usually any success.
When i do things right... I dont even know how it happened.
My computer world makes things pretty, concise, easy to understand and ridiculously organized. Adobe would not do this to me. They make me love them around every corner. They are geniuses.
IBM makes me feel like throwing the stupid pcs in the science lab out of the goddamn window. They make me want to write angry letters to them.
Oh, also...fuck paying for Thailand. I need a sugar daddy.
I need a sugar daddy who also does my programming homework.
I only have one more week to get through it.
If I can hold on and at least get partial credit for the remaining two assignments and final exam I'll be happy.