Give up
So here I am, listening to the cd that Emily mentioned and dropped off on her way to a party. I ask myself why? I've wasted four months of my life, and yet I continue to waste time. How sad. How pathetic. You know, I've had 5 beers and I barely feel it. How stupid. Good thing Cuyler came over and wasted time with me. We watched three movies (2 comedies) and then Joe came over and played some Mario Kart. It was exactly what I needed. Why did I say that it's cool to just be friends? I've attempted to be friends with people who, when all is said and done, never should have been my friend from day one. Don't worry, little one, as long as I have me, I'll survive....
...I hope....
...I hope....