i will fix myself...
the time has come.... for me to grow up. and i mean it.
i hate being older, i wish i was a child again.
i hate bills. i hate everything.
so here it goes...
no more drugs.
no more anything. i need to get used to this whole "work/home routine" because i will be doing it for the rest of my life.
i am considering moving back in with my parents.
i'd rather them be disappointed at me for my tattoo's than the way i am living now.
although i must admit my week long relapse was fun, it certainly is not for a person like me. i just care too much about my family. and i know it is a cheesy thing to say, but i don't really care anymore.
i seen chris tonight. we talked.
and i decided that i will still hang out with my druggie friends, because they are a part of me.
ok... i need sleep.i just got home from work. woooooooo!
i need an opinion or two.
any luck?
didn't think so.
-amanda
i hate being older, i wish i was a child again.
i hate bills. i hate everything.
so here it goes...
no more drugs.
no more anything. i need to get used to this whole "work/home routine" because i will be doing it for the rest of my life.
i am considering moving back in with my parents.
i'd rather them be disappointed at me for my tattoo's than the way i am living now.
although i must admit my week long relapse was fun, it certainly is not for a person like me. i just care too much about my family. and i know it is a cheesy thing to say, but i don't really care anymore.
i seen chris tonight. we talked.
and i decided that i will still hang out with my druggie friends, because they are a part of me.
ok... i need sleep.i just got home from work. woooooooo!
i need an opinion or two.
any luck?
didn't think so.
-amanda