~tear tear~
well im here ta home thinking about everything like what happened to friends for ever and just having simple ol'fun...i feel like im loosing some one very important to me and i dont want to i really dont!! It sucks because i might have a made a mistake once letting him go but i dont want him to let me go!...and this person you know who you ar if you ever read this, but for those who dont know who im talking about its Nick. DAmn Nick i miss you so much but you dont even bother to call..i know i know you dont have time you have practice and games and hw and a g/f now but damn if you can talk to one of us all the time why not take turns and call us all! i mean it doesnt have to be every day but once a week would be awesome n if you cant then once every two weeks..i thought i meant something to you i thought i had a little bitty peice of your heart but im starting to think i was wrong...im here in my room thinking about everything that we've done and all our good talks online and just you being such a good friend and i want to break down and cry cuz this is too much! you promised you would call you promised you would never forget me and that you would try and visit every chance that you got but im starting to think you just lied....maybe im wrong and im just missing you too much but man call me call jenny call valerie call paula call all of us!
I hate this feeling and i hope it goes away i hope you can prove me wrong and show that you care! believe it or not but i trusted you with my life and i loved being with you just talking and eating sh** and going to the volleyball games after school n getting caught in the rain...i miss all that.. i know i cant have it all back but maybe i can have just one thing..i just want one little thing..i want you to show you still care about us not just one person but about all of us! you became like one of my guy best friends and i knew if i just had one little problem you would drive straight to my house and help me and comfort me...I hope you understand what im trying to get across... I miss you Nick and i just want to know if you feel the same way..
I hate this feeling and i hope it goes away i hope you can prove me wrong and show that you care! believe it or not but i trusted you with my life and i loved being with you just talking and eating sh** and going to the volleyball games after school n getting caught in the rain...i miss all that.. i know i cant have it all back but maybe i can have just one thing..i just want one little thing..i want you to show you still care about us not just one person but about all of us! you became like one of my guy best friends and i knew if i just had one little problem you would drive straight to my house and help me and comfort me...I hope you understand what im trying to get across... I miss you Nick and i just want to know if you feel the same way..