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It's been so long since I updated this thing I actually forgot, momentarily, what my username is.
I don't honestly know why I'm writing this. I can't think of a single person I know who still uses LiveJournal. Hell it almost seems like people are falling off the Myspace bandwagon for the Facebook craze.
I never thought I'd say this but perhaps living withOUT the internet for a year did me some fucking good. I don't care as much about my appearence. I still have my deep rooted insecurities but I've gotten so much better. SO MUCH BETTER.
I can truly say I've grown as a person. I'm really starting to love the person I'm becoming. I have my flaws and imperfections but I'm getting stronger every day.
Why am I still writing this?
I suppose one day in the future I'll remember this account again, and open it up to reread my life as it was then. As it is... for this moment.
As it was, six days before I moved to California and left everything I've ever known behind.
I would say something snarky like "He better be worth it" but.. I have no doubt in my mind that he is. It would be a waste of time for me to spend any more worrying effort on 'What if?'.
This is another new chapter.
I don't honestly know why I'm writing this. I can't think of a single person I know who still uses LiveJournal. Hell it almost seems like people are falling off the Myspace bandwagon for the Facebook craze.
I never thought I'd say this but perhaps living withOUT the internet for a year did me some fucking good. I don't care as much about my appearence. I still have my deep rooted insecurities but I've gotten so much better. SO MUCH BETTER.
I can truly say I've grown as a person. I'm really starting to love the person I'm becoming. I have my flaws and imperfections but I'm getting stronger every day.
Why am I still writing this?
I suppose one day in the future I'll remember this account again, and open it up to reread my life as it was then. As it is... for this moment.
As it was, six days before I moved to California and left everything I've ever known behind.
I would say something snarky like "He better be worth it" but.. I have no doubt in my mind that he is. It would be a waste of time for me to spend any more worrying effort on 'What if?'.
This is another new chapter.