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ok my suicidal period is over. i realized im really gay and i shouldnt feel sorry for myself. it wasnt even as bad as i thought it was. its amazing how much better things look when you calm down. hahah. yeah i just wanted to say sorry for all that because i never wanted to be that super emotional bitch. so yeah. sorry.
my day got a lot better than it was this morning. soccer was actually pretty fun. i played kinda shitty but then i started doing a little better. "DAY ONE" hahah amanda and lynna. good times. then i got a note on my car afterwards from corvin and that made my day. <3 then i came home and things got even better. i can go to ring dance [yeah still need dress, date, shoes, hair/nail appoint.... yeah pretty much everything haha] and i can have visitors! :) i'm pretty sure they wont be strict about the whole thing anyways. so yeah you should def call me and come over!
I also need ideas for my birthday. nothing super big because my present is already super expensive. i feel kinda bad but yeah. ideas are welcome. FYI: its the 8th so yeah need ideas quick haha
leave me comments? please :)
<3 ang