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sometimes i feel like my entire world is crumbling to pieces around me. and then something little happens. it rains and i take pictures. or i share a good laugh. or i find somethng in the mall or a store that i know somebody else would love. and that little something that made me smile is a big something, and my world is whole again, even sturdy. i've realized of late that i live for those times when the world is sturdy, whole, and full of laughter. i've even realized that to a certain extent, i'm gonna miss this place when i leave. i'm going to miss the little things, like walking into baskin robbins and staying for 45 minutes cause Jay Robeson is working and we haven't talked in awhile. or stopping in JoAnn fabrics for some saftey pins and seeing Deidre's mom. or even just knowing that wehn the world gets to be too much, i can take the dog to the park and just run, until i don't have any energy left. its the little things that make life worthwhile, and sometimes i think its the little things that matter the most. "a child, a friend, a smile, a song, the courage to stand tall" so now here i sit, smiling, lost in a reverie from which i never want to awaken. thanks guys for all the little things that keep my world sturdy enough to never completely topple.