surreal.
last night I got into bed and pulled ted close and asked him to hold me for a minute...and then as i ran my fingers through his hair and over his face, i just said "i love you" or "i love you so much" or whatever i said, little drunk, anyway, he sleepily replied "i love you too babe"...and then i just started kissing him and we kissed and kissed and well the rest is none of your business. but he said it.