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October 25, 2005:
"have you ever had a boy who you would give up anything&everything for?
one that you would drop a year-long relationship for,
one you love behind loving someone else,
one who you have wanted to be with for years,
one that you will always want; even when you know you don't have the chance;
that one dream boy?
well i have.
i like it, and i don't.
i wish i could have him.
i would be ultimately happyyyyy.
this morning i reaccounted every experience&memory i have had that involved him;
dang it made me happy.
he makes me happy.
just when i am in his presence i feel 15465344 times happier.
there is something about him.
actually there are a lot of things about him!"
One year later:
Last night that one boy was at my house and we flirted, a lot. I will never stop liking him. I love flirting with him, although he's 20 years old. He's perfect, still, a year later.
"have you ever had a boy who you would give up anything&everything for?
one that you would drop a year-long relationship for,
one you love behind loving someone else,
one who you have wanted to be with for years,
one that you will always want; even when you know you don't have the chance;
that one dream boy?
well i have.
i like it, and i don't.
i wish i could have him.
i would be ultimately happyyyyy.
this morning i reaccounted every experience&memory i have had that involved him;
dang it made me happy.
he makes me happy.
just when i am in his presence i feel 15465344 times happier.
there is something about him.
actually there are a lot of things about him!"
One year later:
Last night that one boy was at my house and we flirted, a lot. I will never stop liking him. I love flirting with him, although he's 20 years old. He's perfect, still, a year later.