somebody explain this to me.....please....
i like to think of myself as a pretty upfront and honest kinda girl. perhaps i am not being entirely truthful with myself here, but i have always thought that if i can be counted on for anything, its the truth, no matter how ugly or pretty it might be. so, if i am not simply being self delusional, wouldnt it stand to reason that my children might pick up this trait as well. arent children supposed to have similar values to those of their parents? i thought that was the case. so, please, why, why the hell do my kids lie their lil asses off soooooooo fucking often. its making me insane. and theyll do it right to your face if it means they can get whatever it is they might want, if it benefits them in some way or another. i am confused. my dysfunctional childhood robbed me of the right to be a lazy lil liar and maybe its the shittiness of my life that amplifies my annoyances here. not only do they do something i cannot relate to, but their lives are soooooo easy and pleasant and enjoyable that why they would want to lie to us is also beyond my comprehension. i think sometimes that my inability to swallow the 'things are the way they are because they are that way' pill, is limiting my understanding. other times i think its good that i cannot understand the rotton things people do. i dont want to be able to relate to things that i loathe in others. makes sitting on that damn pedastal of mine that much easier i guess.... god damnit.... the next few days are going to be exhausting and fruitless i think. if only kiddos would do what kiddos should do in the first place....