the rise of the sagittarian begins soon...

[meandmyimp]

did i spell that right? sagittarian? hm. well life has been more than interesting lately. it has been tiring and busy and even a little stressful in my world over the past few weeks. the tiring and busy stuff has been enjoyable and satisfying. however the stress headache has a name and i still have not sprouted the balls to do what needs to be done there. you know, i had this boyfriend once that i grew to what, not exactly hate.... he was a bitch. anyway i tried to be horrible to him so that he would leave. i just knew that if i was awful enough he would go and i wouldnt have to do the dumping and all would be fine and well. so i went on bitch mode, and he stayed. cunt mode and he stayed. nothing i could do, nothing i could say would make the bitch go. dontcha hate it when that happens. some people dont get the hint. some people dont want to hear it. im just sayin.

my spider web blanket nears its completion. happy happy joy joy. i love my blanket. even more so now that i think it might have been violated a little last night. some people can violate my stuff and it pleases me so.... other people kill my critters.

Oh! i have been cooking lately. a lot. and real food too... not just noodles and seasoned salt and shit like that. i made vegetarian lasagna, chili, enchiladas, stuff like that. now i am becoming domestic? not sure what prompted all that. i have just had the overwhelming urge to cook lately. its a little confusing, but maybe i will finally gain that 15lbs ive been shooting for fot the past three years now.... crossing my fingers and eating symphony chocolate bars with toffee and almonds.....