I will see you again.
So I went on vacation and it was wonderful.
My cousin Ashley and I slept on the ground in a two person tent in Manetee and Lake Michigan was right next to us. Every day there was gorgeous and the city itself was so cute and clean. I had a blast.
On another note:
I think I need to make some changes in my life. When I was away I thought about a lot of things. Things that I could do that would better myself and make me happy. So I decided I have to quit (or at least cut down a lot) drinking and smoking. Seriously I'm sick of not having money. Im sure not doing those two things will help me financially. I also decided...as corny as it sounds...to brush up on my faith. There was a time, or lifetime should I say, where I was happy- for no reason. It was my faith that made me that way. Lately I've been feeling sad or like I've been missing something in my life. At first I thought it was freedom, then friends, then fun, then drinking. From that I lost my family in way, so I gained that back but something still wasn't there. And I've been thinking it's my beliefs. Perhaps I should give the church thing a shot- I do miss it. I'm not saying I want to be a holy roller or nothing like that...I just...I don't know, should give it a try.
I guess I'll stop rambling.
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Don't worry.
I love you.
Always baby.
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My cousin Ashley and I slept on the ground in a two person tent in Manetee and Lake Michigan was right next to us. Every day there was gorgeous and the city itself was so cute and clean. I had a blast.
On another note:
I think I need to make some changes in my life. When I was away I thought about a lot of things. Things that I could do that would better myself and make me happy. So I decided I have to quit (or at least cut down a lot) drinking and smoking. Seriously I'm sick of not having money. Im sure not doing those two things will help me financially. I also decided...as corny as it sounds...to brush up on my faith. There was a time, or lifetime should I say, where I was happy- for no reason. It was my faith that made me that way. Lately I've been feeling sad or like I've been missing something in my life. At first I thought it was freedom, then friends, then fun, then drinking. From that I lost my family in way, so I gained that back but something still wasn't there. And I've been thinking it's my beliefs. Perhaps I should give the church thing a shot- I do miss it. I'm not saying I want to be a holy roller or nothing like that...I just...I don't know, should give it a try.
I guess I'll stop rambling.
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Don't worry.
I love you.
Always baby.
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