In the Meantime...

[meandluda]

Works was so shitty.
I have never wanted to just break down before tonight.
People were shitty.
We were busy as fuck.
I wanted to die.

And to top it off-
Jon is in jail.
I miss that bitch.
If he's in for a long time...
I know I'll miss him even more.
No matter how much of a dick he is,
or how selfish,
he is still my best friend.
And I could tell him anything.
I couldn't even tell him goodbye-
no one could.
And that makes it worse.
I wonder if he's okay.
And when he comes back-
I wonder
if he'll change.
Or if he'll be the same Jonathon.
I think he may just
leave Fenton all together.
I don't know.
I just want to talk to him.

I just want to get wasted tonight.
And that's what I plan on doing.
Cheers to Jon.
We're thinking of you man.
And we won't stop until you come back.
Love you dude.