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how many words can we take back? many more than our actions... but to be stuck on death... stuck on revenge... stuck in life. That's what death seems do to us, it makes us stuck in life. We have to stop and actually care and think and cry and feel... so death brings us the life that we actually want to live... instead of the one that I have right now.
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I think this change is wonderful, but I have hard time dealing with it. Only because it's just a change. Change... I have a jar full of it... change...
it's only hard because I make it so. I get to go back.. i now give myself permission to travel back in time to when I was innocent and be corrupted differently. let's face it, we all get corrupted by the world.. influenced... what have you... but sometimes it rubs and directs you down paths you weren't expecting nor were where you wanted to go.
I miss my elementary school days... Though, they are all just one big blur... grades are not defined.. anyone who was in any of my classes was in all of them. It's just how the memory is... It's all love.
big wedding day tomorrow. Maybe I should write a speech...
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I think this change is wonderful, but I have hard time dealing with it. Only because it's just a change. Change... I have a jar full of it... change...
it's only hard because I make it so. I get to go back.. i now give myself permission to travel back in time to when I was innocent and be corrupted differently. let's face it, we all get corrupted by the world.. influenced... what have you... but sometimes it rubs and directs you down paths you weren't expecting nor were where you wanted to go.
I miss my elementary school days... Though, they are all just one big blur... grades are not defined.. anyone who was in any of my classes was in all of them. It's just how the memory is... It's all love.
big wedding day tomorrow. Maybe I should write a speech...