A better ending that I had expected for tonight...
I get to quit Fred Meyer! Yay! I did math..or perhaps a lot more talking than math...but regardless still a good thing. Things look promising for a job as long as I make sure I get work study next semester.
I do feel a bit distressed about a friendship though. I recently decided to put a little less effort into calling/talking to them to test him for a responce...but I don't feel like I'm very missed? Maybe I'm not distressed but more annoyed...I just felt like I put a lot into this and don't feel anything good in return? Perhaps I will test it a little longer just to see...It would be awesome to be proven wrong. I just feel like a loser because I tried to be close but now that I have stopped I don't see the reciprocal want to be close? Perhaps this is were the used feeling comes from. I dunno.
My good feelings about quiting FM have caused me to be more happy than my friend issue is distressing me so I must say that overall I've had a pretty good day...
Well actually I had a really good time at dinner with swim team tonight too.
I do feel a bit distressed about a friendship though. I recently decided to put a little less effort into calling/talking to them to test him for a responce...but I don't feel like I'm very missed? Maybe I'm not distressed but more annoyed...I just felt like I put a lot into this and don't feel anything good in return? Perhaps I will test it a little longer just to see...It would be awesome to be proven wrong. I just feel like a loser because I tried to be close but now that I have stopped I don't see the reciprocal want to be close? Perhaps this is were the used feeling comes from. I dunno.
My good feelings about quiting FM have caused me to be more happy than my friend issue is distressing me so I must say that overall I've had a pretty good day...
Well actually I had a really good time at dinner with swim team tonight too.