Pissed off....
I wish more people were true to their words. I am just really frustrated. I thought I was going to go up to Ordal to visit a couple guys tonight..but oh I was wrong. Apparently I was just being told that..but everyone had other plans..plans obviously not including me if I am in Foss typing this right now. Then I remember saying something about "but didn't you say we are going to Ordal tonight?" and being told "oh yeah, we'll go when I get back." Psssh Bullshit! now suddenly plans include staying the night somewheres else. I am probably going to get hell for this livejournal entry later, but as before this is my place to vent and i hope no one takes this personally. In a way I feel walked over...I mean I share my things and make effort to be good friends..but I am alone at Foss tonight...
On a separate note I feel like some people try to make decisions for me, and its really starting to bother me. So in otherwords if it goes on much longer than I will act on these feelings. I am 18 and I can think for myself..and have a mother in Federal Way if I really get that desparate. Its the decisions I make and the things I do that make me unique..why would anyone want me to change that aspect of myself?
On a separate note I feel like some people try to make decisions for me, and its really starting to bother me. So in otherwords if it goes on much longer than I will act on these feelings. I am 18 and I can think for myself..and have a mother in Federal Way if I really get that desparate. Its the decisions I make and the things I do that make me unique..why would anyone want me to change that aspect of myself?