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Jan 07, 2008 00:21

Mistake.
It's a funny word. It can mean many things. Dictionary.com says that it means an error in action, calculation, opinion, or judgment caused by poor reasoning, carelessness, insufficient knowledge, etc.
Never in there is the word regret mentioned.

8 months ago I made a mistake. A huge mistake. Something that I'll never forgive myself for. It was a big part of my life for a long time, and now this mistake has been taken away from me, this person. This person who was a big part of my life (which I hate admitting),and I doubt I'll ever see him again.

It depresses me that I don't think I'll get to say goodbye, but I have so much hope in moving on. I can only hope this person takes the memories that I cherished so much with him. This mistake turned into something that I cared about very deeply, something that I hardly regret.

Change is a'brewin.

I hope to take something from everything I can.
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