Things have changed... and still here i stand
It has been a really long time since i updated and there is so much to say that i guess i should start where i began. I have a new b/f now. His name is Grham (i love you grahm cracker!!) I finally got rid of crazy Chris even tho he had the nerve to get up in my face and scream at me but that is a different story. So many things are different with me. i guess you could say i am happier but it depends on how ur lookin at my life. On the one hand i have fun all the time i am closer than ever to Heather and there is Grammy. But then on the flipside i dont know who my friends are anymore my dad and me hate each other and my mom and family are the ever constant battle for supremacy. I think about alot of things i could have done different. There was that fiasco with Tim but we are just two different people now but i am truly happy for you and Jody both. There is Michael who i dont know about anymore. There is the crap at school. Then there is Angie. Oh Angie what can i say? I can't say i blame you for doing what you did in the end not the beginning but i guess i see ur reasoning for both. I kno i am unsufferable 90% of the time but i dunno. I hope ur happy. I dont mean that meanly i mean that i hope ur happy with ur life and your enjoying ur summer. Everyone puts you through so much. Especially me. For that i am sorry. I hope in time you will lose the grudge you have against me because believe it or not i dont like being hated by so many. So have a good time and party on but most of all dont live ur life wishing you had done things differently. Take every chance at happiness life brings you.