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So I am at an all too familiar point.
Indifference to failure.
I have:
1 2500 word essay (due Tuesday yet to begin)
1 oral presentation
26 hours of client assessment
10 hours of skills practice
1 1500 word client assessment project
1 1500 word clinical reasoning exercise
1 skills exam
4 exams
2 weeks of clinical placement
All before I am finished uni for the year. With 4 weeks of classes left and my amazing abilities with procrastination, I get the feeling I wont get it done.
And I don't really care. I chose nursing because I had no better ideas. I am sure I'll be good at it and it is quite interesting but at the moment my motivation levels relating to anything and everything are a big fat zero.
(Oh, and just now I get a lovely message from dad. "...standing at the base of the Eiffel Tower it is amazing...see if we can get to the top..." Thanks dad, that cheered me up)
You just have to look at my room to know how unmotiva...
FUCK YOU LIVEJOURNAL. THERE WAS FUCKING HEAPS MORE TO THIS BUT THE STUPID PAGE DIDN'T LOAD PROPERLY SO NOW ITS GONE. I AM NOT WRITING IT AGAIN.
ALL IT SAID WAS I AM A FUCKING STUPID LAZY UNMOTIVATED CRY BABY ANYWAY. WAH WAH. GOOD ONE O'REILLY. WHO WANTS TO HEAR THAT SHIT. NO ONE LIKES YOU ANYWAY.
I AM ONLY USEFUL AS A TAXI, BUT ONE IT IS ACCEPTABLE TO MOCK THE DRIVING SKILLS OF AT EVERY CHANCE.
I AM A WORTHLESS HANGER ON WHO IS SO DESPERATE FOR HUMAN ATTENTION I WILL SPEND ALL DAY (mind you a fucking awesome one) SITTING AROUND WHEN I SHOULD BE WRITING ESSAYS. I WOULD RATHER FAIL UNI THAN SPEND AN AFTERNOON ALONE.
AND I AM SO DESPERATE TO HOLD ONTO THE LIMITED NUMBER OF FRIENDS THAT I HAVE THAT I END UP NOT SPENDING THE WEEKEND HOW I WANTED TO. Even if it did turn out to be an amazing one I missed the one thing I was really looking forward to.
I CAN HAVE MY OWN FUCKING PLANS FOR MY OWN REASONS.
I'll stop now. That is all.
I'm just a piece of shit is the moral of this
Indifference to failure.
I have:
1 2500 word essay (due Tuesday yet to begin)
1 oral presentation
26 hours of client assessment
10 hours of skills practice
1 1500 word client assessment project
1 1500 word clinical reasoning exercise
1 skills exam
4 exams
2 weeks of clinical placement
All before I am finished uni for the year. With 4 weeks of classes left and my amazing abilities with procrastination, I get the feeling I wont get it done.
And I don't really care. I chose nursing because I had no better ideas. I am sure I'll be good at it and it is quite interesting but at the moment my motivation levels relating to anything and everything are a big fat zero.
(Oh, and just now I get a lovely message from dad. "...standing at the base of the Eiffel Tower it is amazing...see if we can get to the top..." Thanks dad, that cheered me up)
You just have to look at my room to know how unmotiva...
FUCK YOU LIVEJOURNAL. THERE WAS FUCKING HEAPS MORE TO THIS BUT THE STUPID PAGE DIDN'T LOAD PROPERLY SO NOW ITS GONE. I AM NOT WRITING IT AGAIN.
ALL IT SAID WAS I AM A FUCKING STUPID LAZY UNMOTIVATED CRY BABY ANYWAY. WAH WAH. GOOD ONE O'REILLY. WHO WANTS TO HEAR THAT SHIT. NO ONE LIKES YOU ANYWAY.
I AM ONLY USEFUL AS A TAXI, BUT ONE IT IS ACCEPTABLE TO MOCK THE DRIVING SKILLS OF AT EVERY CHANCE.
I AM A WORTHLESS HANGER ON WHO IS SO DESPERATE FOR HUMAN ATTENTION I WILL SPEND ALL DAY (mind you a fucking awesome one) SITTING AROUND WHEN I SHOULD BE WRITING ESSAYS. I WOULD RATHER FAIL UNI THAN SPEND AN AFTERNOON ALONE.
AND I AM SO DESPERATE TO HOLD ONTO THE LIMITED NUMBER OF FRIENDS THAT I HAVE THAT I END UP NOT SPENDING THE WEEKEND HOW I WANTED TO. Even if it did turn out to be an amazing one I missed the one thing I was really looking forward to.
I CAN HAVE MY OWN FUCKING PLANS FOR MY OWN REASONS.
I'll stop now. That is all.
I'm just a piece of shit is the moral of this