oh my
today will be my last day of work. until i have finished and never return to the building ..i will still feel on edge i guess. i did spill some liquor the other night and i'm wondering if i am going to get questionned over it cause really i just don't want to talk to any of them. it wasn't my fault anyway. the cap on the bottle wasn't the right one and when it tipped over some unknown amount of liqour fell out as i struggled to pick up the bottle cursing my head off i then removed the stinkin box it was in and put that on the floor and left. i really need convincing that i am to not feel guilt for something. no guilt..just the thought of having to explain it when i go in on no sleep. hmmmmm. well best bet is not to fret my pet. here is my way of convincing myself: the glengarry is a big ASSHOLE pretending to have a big something up its ass. I figure in regards to my spilling liquor that it's covered, because they charge people 1.25 for a pop that costs them less than probably 1% of a penny or worse than that really. they charge a couple 150.00 to have an evening at the glengarry, where they have on one occasion ran out of vegetables so they just served the guests some meat and later on embarassed the waitresses by making them go around with a bowl of vegetables asking if anyone would like some. the blankets in the hotels are only washed between guests if they look "really dirty". i really could go on for a long time but i am too tired to remember it all. really i should be thinking about what they did to me. i worked as a waitress, bartender, and supervisor all in one night and still made them same as anyone else. my pay was only brought up once and they said they would see about it and i never heard back. they would have kept my vacation pay if i hadn't thought to ask for it. i didn't even know it existed.it was more than 400.00. i was forced to work for more than 15 hours straight and still made my minimum wage...my tips were withheld from me for up to 3 months at a time. i'll shut up about it. i'm almost free and that's the important thing. ps though: they are now hiring a "mature , working banquet supervisor" if anyone is interested. i'm sure they'll pay that lucky person more than i ever got.