Matt saves the day.
I had a good day today, despite wanting to die last night.
I went to work and had my hands full. I really needed another babysitter to work with me, but aparently, they didn't ask anyone else to work, so I had to do it alone. I wish there was someone else I could have called to work with me!
Then, I took the best nap of my life. Silly woke me up around 3:30 and came and picked me up. We played soccer in the rain for almost 2 hours. No one else was out there. It was unbelievable. A stress reliever, an exhausting workout, and fun. He saved the day.
Then we got some Gatorades, and i came home to relax. Tonight, we went bowling, which turned out to be some good times. I wish more people could have come. I won the first two games hands down, and the third game I lost by 3 pins!! In the second game I bowled the following:
9 - spare - 9 - strike - 9 - spare - 9 - 8 - spare - spare - 7. Weird, huh? I kept hitting 9 down.
So, i'm home, and I wish I could just call her and talk to her. I miss Emily. I just want to talk to her and tell her that i love her and that i'm thinking about her. However, i know that she doesn't need to hear that. I'm just making her life more difficult. So, instead I'll complain to myself and dream about how perfect she is and how if i only did this and that, then maybe i would have had a better chance with her.
She is so perfect. I love her still. I'm in love with her. That doesn't change overnight.
So, here I am about to save this and Roby IMed me. I'm going to include it. It's pertinant.
miamichalupa13 (1:58:30 AM): are you being serious?
Auto response from T13C Mike (1:58:30 AM): I am in love with Emily Rickerson.
T13C Mike (1:58:56 AM): yes
T13C Mike (1:59:00 AM): are you okay with that?
miamichalupa13 (1:59:10 AM): where did that some from?
T13C Mike (1:59:16 AM): it's true
T13C Mike (1:59:38 AM): everyone fucking knows it already. right? so, it should come as no surprise to anyone really. ya know?
miamichalupa13 (1:59:39 AM): i thought you had closure?
T13C Mike (1:59:55 AM): i know she doesn't love me back and i know it won't work out b/c she doesn't want it to
T13C Mike (2:00:03 AM): But that doesn't change the cold hard fact that i'm in love with her
T13C Mike (2:00:11 AM): and that i think about her all day every day
miamichalupa13 (2:00:13 AM): i guess
T13C Mike (2:00:15 AM): and that i always want to be with her
I went to work and had my hands full. I really needed another babysitter to work with me, but aparently, they didn't ask anyone else to work, so I had to do it alone. I wish there was someone else I could have called to work with me!
Then, I took the best nap of my life. Silly woke me up around 3:30 and came and picked me up. We played soccer in the rain for almost 2 hours. No one else was out there. It was unbelievable. A stress reliever, an exhausting workout, and fun. He saved the day.
Then we got some Gatorades, and i came home to relax. Tonight, we went bowling, which turned out to be some good times. I wish more people could have come. I won the first two games hands down, and the third game I lost by 3 pins!! In the second game I bowled the following:
9 - spare - 9 - strike - 9 - spare - 9 - 8 - spare - spare - 7. Weird, huh? I kept hitting 9 down.
So, i'm home, and I wish I could just call her and talk to her. I miss Emily. I just want to talk to her and tell her that i love her and that i'm thinking about her. However, i know that she doesn't need to hear that. I'm just making her life more difficult. So, instead I'll complain to myself and dream about how perfect she is and how if i only did this and that, then maybe i would have had a better chance with her.
She is so perfect. I love her still. I'm in love with her. That doesn't change overnight.
So, here I am about to save this and Roby IMed me. I'm going to include it. It's pertinant.
miamichalupa13 (1:58:30 AM): are you being serious?
Auto response from T13C Mike (1:58:30 AM): I am in love with Emily Rickerson.
T13C Mike (1:58:56 AM): yes
T13C Mike (1:59:00 AM): are you okay with that?
miamichalupa13 (1:59:10 AM): where did that some from?
T13C Mike (1:59:16 AM): it's true
T13C Mike (1:59:38 AM): everyone fucking knows it already. right? so, it should come as no surprise to anyone really. ya know?
miamichalupa13 (1:59:39 AM): i thought you had closure?
T13C Mike (1:59:55 AM): i know she doesn't love me back and i know it won't work out b/c she doesn't want it to
T13C Mike (2:00:03 AM): But that doesn't change the cold hard fact that i'm in love with her
T13C Mike (2:00:11 AM): and that i think about her all day every day
miamichalupa13 (2:00:13 AM): i guess
T13C Mike (2:00:15 AM): and that i always want to be with her