Roby saves the day...
T13C Mike (12:56:46 AM): hey, you still there?
miamichalupa13 (12:56:49 AM): yea
miamichalupa13 (12:56:57 AM): sup
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T13C Mike (12:58:53 AM): i know, i need to move on and get over it, but it's not that easy
T13C Mike (12:58:54 AM): i'm trying
miamichalupa13 (12:58:58 AM): i know
miamichalupa13 (12:59:06 AM): i know exactly where you are at
T13C Mike (12:59:12 AM): so, the more i hear about it, the more i can hopefully just understand
T13C Mike (12:59:16 AM): this is all really hard
miamichalupa13 (12:59:37 AM): from an outsiders perspective, its so obvious what you need, but when you are in the siruation, its blinding
miamichalupa13 (12:59:52 AM): i have been on both sides
T13C Mike (1:00:05 AM): it's a bitch
miamichalupa13 (1:01:00 AM): There's a fine, fine line between love And a waste of time
T13C Mike (1:01:11 AM): i know
T13C Mike (1:01:21 AM): what about the 1 in a million girl thing?
miamichalupa13 (1:01:24 AM): thats the most important line
miamichalupa13 (1:01:56 AM): maybe shes not the one in a million girl
T13C Mike (1:02:07 AM): who decides? my brain or my heart?
miamichalupa13 (1:02:30 AM): maybe the one in a million girl would have been at home sleeping, dreaming about you that night you went to her house to tell her that she was 1 in a million
miamichalupa13 (1:02:34 AM): both
T13C Mike (1:02:54 AM): damn.
T13C Mike (1:03:09 AM): fucking damn.
T13C Mike (1:03:14 AM): you put that in perspective
miamichalupa13 (1:03:21 AM): dont make someone your priority while they are making you their option
miamichalupa13 (1:03:54 AM): i got another good one. why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free
miamichalupa13 (1:04:04 AM): (im not sure if that applies, but i like it)
T13C Mike (1:04:16 AM): it's just so hard bro. i know you understand. she's not just someone, that's the problem. i want to give her everything. she is the one. but perhaps, i'm all wrong. sure does seem like it now in retrospect
T13C Mike (1:04:31 AM): yeah, that definately doesn't apply
miamichalupa13 (1:05:24 AM): no matter what you want, or think you want, she CANNOT be the one for you if she doesnt want you to be the one for her
T13C Mike (1:06:36 AM): i guess i've just been hoping that time would yeild the love that she always used to talk about. that she confessed so many times before. that she would find her way back to..
miamichalupa13 (1:06:55 AM): you cant trust what she says, just what she does
miamichalupa13 (1:07:15 AM): she even JUST said that she still has feelings for you and stuff, but shes off with him
T13C Mike (1:07:22 AM): wow. your one liners are flooring me
miamichalupa13 (1:07:33 AM): it doesnt work
T13C Mike (1:07:40 AM): i know
T13C Mike (1:07:49 AM): i know, but why won't my heart reject her then?????
T13C Mike (1:07:52 AM): i'm so angry about it
miamichalupa13 (1:08:10 AM): i dont know
miamichalupa13 (1:08:46 AM): all i know is that i look back on how much time and energy and feeling i spent on tara, and it all seems like a foolish waste of time
miamichalupa13 (1:09:27 AM): i dont regret it because it was something good that happened to me and helped shape me, but i tried to make somethinng happen that could not
T13C Mike (1:09:31 AM): but at the time, it was the most important thing
miamichalupa13 (1:09:49 AM): after a while, it really became a waste of time and emotion
miamichalupa13 (1:10:03 AM): hindsight is 20/20
miamichalupa13 (1:10:38 AM): i thought it was so important, but honestly, why did i try to hold on so long. its obvious that we werent going anywhere
T13C Mike (1:10:54 AM): b/c your heart didn't want to let go of a dream
miamichalupa13 (1:11:07 AM): she was selfish and didnt care about me as much as i cared about her, and relationships like that cannot work
miamichalupa13 (1:11:13 AM): i know
T13C Mike (1:11:18 AM): it didn't want to extinguish a flame that warmed your body and your soul and made you who you were
T13C Mike (1:11:27 AM): i know all this to be true
T13C Mike (1:11:33 AM): i hear everything you're saying
T13C Mike (1:11:55 AM): it's paralyzing to think it through this much, but yet, why am I still burdened so much?
T13C Mike (1:11:59 AM): it just takes time then
miamichalupa13 (1:12:15 AM): time away from it
miamichalupa13 (1:12:28 AM): you were doing fine until you let her suck you back in
T13C Mike (1:12:55 AM): i wasn't Rob. I was more of a wreck then, than now for sure
T13C Mike (1:13:16 AM): i put on the face so that i could live my life without hearing it from everyone else
T13C Mike (1:13:33 AM): i'm okay, i'm just bothered by it 24/7.
T13C Mike (1:13:44 AM): i just feel like i never want to go through this again.
T13C Mike (1:13:58 AM): it's just not worth the pain in the end. especially when i gave so much
T13C Mike (1:14:02 AM): i put EVERYTHING on the line
miamichalupa13 (1:14:08 AM): i know
miamichalupa13 (1:14:13 AM): thats why its so hard
T13C Mike (1:14:19 AM): and went way above anything that she had ever had or experienced or expected
T13C Mike (1:14:42 AM): and yet, i came out the loser and was left with nothing to console my bleeding heart.
T13C Mike (1:14:47 AM): nothing
miamichalupa13 (1:14:50 AM): the only thing that will do it is time away from her completely
miamichalupa13 (1:15:04 AM): tour will be good for you
T13C Mike (1:15:56 AM): not a phone call, not nearly enough of anything. i have questions i can't ask, and answers i'll never know to accompany my heartache for weeks. and what did i do to deserve that?
T13C Mike (1:16:07 AM): impossible.
miamichalupa13 (1:16:18 AM): dont even bother trying to get closure or anything
miamichalupa13 (1:16:55 AM): all it will do is keep things fresh
miamichalupa13 (1:17:29 AM): you will be fine by the fall
miamichalupa13 (1:17:37 AM): if not, get another job
T13C Mike (1:17:56 AM): i appreciate you man
T13C Mike (1:18:04 AM): i'm just going in circles about this whole thing
T13C Mike (1:18:07 AM): it doesn't make sense
T13C Mike (1:18:11 AM): she loves me, she loves me not
T13C Mike (1:18:27 AM): and i keep thinking i'm okay, and then i'm not
miamichalupa13 (1:18:35 AM): you are ok
miamichalupa13 (1:18:43 AM): because you are mike fucking loffredo
T13C Mike (1:18:44 AM): i mean, i'm okay and all, but i'm not happy
T13C Mike (1:19:03 AM): i know, but that mike loffredo is a long way off.
T13C Mike (1:19:26 AM): i don't want to become the crazy guy who gets lots of girls
T13C Mike (1:19:36 AM): i just want a simple life and someone to love me and care the way i do
T13C Mike (1:19:48 AM): i don't want to flirt
T13C Mike (1:19:55 AM): i don't want to meet people
T13C Mike (1:20:09 AM): i don't want to get hurt again, frankly this love thing is really fucking overrated
T13C Mike (1:20:17 AM): i'm just bitter
T13C Mike (1:20:26 AM): it's amazing, i know. i had it twice
miamichalupa13 (1:20:44 AM): you are bitter
T13C Mike (1:21:06 AM): you're a great friend man
T13C Mike (1:21:31 AM): and i really appreciate the advise. just keep giving it though. i need some help getting through this one
miamichalupa13 (1:21:32 AM): remember that shit
T13C Mike (1:25:20 AM): and how many times do we move on only to become the martyr of loves perilous fate?
T13C Mike (1:25:25 AM): THAT is the question
miamichalupa13 (1:25:51 AM): what the fuck are you talking about?
T13C Mike (1:26:09 AM): the end
T13C Mike (1:26:21 AM): it doesn't seem to justify the means of getting there
T13C Mike (1:27:42 AM): i'm sure one day it will all make sense
miamichalupa13 (1:27:47 AM): the bottom line is that when you meet a girl who is worthy of everything you have to give her, this whole issue will seem foolish
T13C Mike (1:27:53 AM): i'm just thinking about it too much
T13C Mike (1:27:57 AM): and i'm bitter
miamichalupa13 (1:27:58 AM): that you are
T13C Mike (1:28:16 AM): at least you'll have an awesome toast at my wedding
miamichalupa13 (1:28:22 AM): haha
T13C Mike (1:28:25 AM): looking back at all this
miamichalupa13 (1:28:29 AM): thats awesome
T13C Mike (1:28:32 AM): alright, i'm too gay to stay awake
miamichalupa13 (1:28:35 AM): haha
T13C Mike (1:28:39 AM): i'll talk to you tomorrow.
T13C Mike (1:28:42 AM): thanks again bro
miamichalupa13 (12:56:49 AM): yea
miamichalupa13 (12:56:57 AM): sup
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T13C Mike (12:58:53 AM): i know, i need to move on and get over it, but it's not that easy
T13C Mike (12:58:54 AM): i'm trying
miamichalupa13 (12:58:58 AM): i know
miamichalupa13 (12:59:06 AM): i know exactly where you are at
T13C Mike (12:59:12 AM): so, the more i hear about it, the more i can hopefully just understand
T13C Mike (12:59:16 AM): this is all really hard
miamichalupa13 (12:59:37 AM): from an outsiders perspective, its so obvious what you need, but when you are in the siruation, its blinding
miamichalupa13 (12:59:52 AM): i have been on both sides
T13C Mike (1:00:05 AM): it's a bitch
miamichalupa13 (1:01:00 AM): There's a fine, fine line between love And a waste of time
T13C Mike (1:01:11 AM): i know
T13C Mike (1:01:21 AM): what about the 1 in a million girl thing?
miamichalupa13 (1:01:24 AM): thats the most important line
miamichalupa13 (1:01:56 AM): maybe shes not the one in a million girl
T13C Mike (1:02:07 AM): who decides? my brain or my heart?
miamichalupa13 (1:02:30 AM): maybe the one in a million girl would have been at home sleeping, dreaming about you that night you went to her house to tell her that she was 1 in a million
miamichalupa13 (1:02:34 AM): both
T13C Mike (1:02:54 AM): damn.
T13C Mike (1:03:09 AM): fucking damn.
T13C Mike (1:03:14 AM): you put that in perspective
miamichalupa13 (1:03:21 AM): dont make someone your priority while they are making you their option
miamichalupa13 (1:03:54 AM): i got another good one. why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free
miamichalupa13 (1:04:04 AM): (im not sure if that applies, but i like it)
T13C Mike (1:04:16 AM): it's just so hard bro. i know you understand. she's not just someone, that's the problem. i want to give her everything. she is the one. but perhaps, i'm all wrong. sure does seem like it now in retrospect
T13C Mike (1:04:31 AM): yeah, that definately doesn't apply
miamichalupa13 (1:05:24 AM): no matter what you want, or think you want, she CANNOT be the one for you if she doesnt want you to be the one for her
T13C Mike (1:06:36 AM): i guess i've just been hoping that time would yeild the love that she always used to talk about. that she confessed so many times before. that she would find her way back to..
miamichalupa13 (1:06:55 AM): you cant trust what she says, just what she does
miamichalupa13 (1:07:15 AM): she even JUST said that she still has feelings for you and stuff, but shes off with him
T13C Mike (1:07:22 AM): wow. your one liners are flooring me
miamichalupa13 (1:07:33 AM): it doesnt work
T13C Mike (1:07:40 AM): i know
T13C Mike (1:07:49 AM): i know, but why won't my heart reject her then?????
T13C Mike (1:07:52 AM): i'm so angry about it
miamichalupa13 (1:08:10 AM): i dont know
miamichalupa13 (1:08:46 AM): all i know is that i look back on how much time and energy and feeling i spent on tara, and it all seems like a foolish waste of time
miamichalupa13 (1:09:27 AM): i dont regret it because it was something good that happened to me and helped shape me, but i tried to make somethinng happen that could not
T13C Mike (1:09:31 AM): but at the time, it was the most important thing
miamichalupa13 (1:09:49 AM): after a while, it really became a waste of time and emotion
miamichalupa13 (1:10:03 AM): hindsight is 20/20
miamichalupa13 (1:10:38 AM): i thought it was so important, but honestly, why did i try to hold on so long. its obvious that we werent going anywhere
T13C Mike (1:10:54 AM): b/c your heart didn't want to let go of a dream
miamichalupa13 (1:11:07 AM): she was selfish and didnt care about me as much as i cared about her, and relationships like that cannot work
miamichalupa13 (1:11:13 AM): i know
T13C Mike (1:11:18 AM): it didn't want to extinguish a flame that warmed your body and your soul and made you who you were
T13C Mike (1:11:27 AM): i know all this to be true
T13C Mike (1:11:33 AM): i hear everything you're saying
T13C Mike (1:11:55 AM): it's paralyzing to think it through this much, but yet, why am I still burdened so much?
T13C Mike (1:11:59 AM): it just takes time then
miamichalupa13 (1:12:15 AM): time away from it
miamichalupa13 (1:12:28 AM): you were doing fine until you let her suck you back in
T13C Mike (1:12:55 AM): i wasn't Rob. I was more of a wreck then, than now for sure
T13C Mike (1:13:16 AM): i put on the face so that i could live my life without hearing it from everyone else
T13C Mike (1:13:33 AM): i'm okay, i'm just bothered by it 24/7.
T13C Mike (1:13:44 AM): i just feel like i never want to go through this again.
T13C Mike (1:13:58 AM): it's just not worth the pain in the end. especially when i gave so much
T13C Mike (1:14:02 AM): i put EVERYTHING on the line
miamichalupa13 (1:14:08 AM): i know
miamichalupa13 (1:14:13 AM): thats why its so hard
T13C Mike (1:14:19 AM): and went way above anything that she had ever had or experienced or expected
T13C Mike (1:14:42 AM): and yet, i came out the loser and was left with nothing to console my bleeding heart.
T13C Mike (1:14:47 AM): nothing
miamichalupa13 (1:14:50 AM): the only thing that will do it is time away from her completely
miamichalupa13 (1:15:04 AM): tour will be good for you
T13C Mike (1:15:56 AM): not a phone call, not nearly enough of anything. i have questions i can't ask, and answers i'll never know to accompany my heartache for weeks. and what did i do to deserve that?
T13C Mike (1:16:07 AM): impossible.
miamichalupa13 (1:16:18 AM): dont even bother trying to get closure or anything
miamichalupa13 (1:16:55 AM): all it will do is keep things fresh
miamichalupa13 (1:17:29 AM): you will be fine by the fall
miamichalupa13 (1:17:37 AM): if not, get another job
T13C Mike (1:17:56 AM): i appreciate you man
T13C Mike (1:18:04 AM): i'm just going in circles about this whole thing
T13C Mike (1:18:07 AM): it doesn't make sense
T13C Mike (1:18:11 AM): she loves me, she loves me not
T13C Mike (1:18:27 AM): and i keep thinking i'm okay, and then i'm not
miamichalupa13 (1:18:35 AM): you are ok
miamichalupa13 (1:18:43 AM): because you are mike fucking loffredo
T13C Mike (1:18:44 AM): i mean, i'm okay and all, but i'm not happy
T13C Mike (1:19:03 AM): i know, but that mike loffredo is a long way off.
T13C Mike (1:19:26 AM): i don't want to become the crazy guy who gets lots of girls
T13C Mike (1:19:36 AM): i just want a simple life and someone to love me and care the way i do
T13C Mike (1:19:48 AM): i don't want to flirt
T13C Mike (1:19:55 AM): i don't want to meet people
T13C Mike (1:20:09 AM): i don't want to get hurt again, frankly this love thing is really fucking overrated
T13C Mike (1:20:17 AM): i'm just bitter
T13C Mike (1:20:26 AM): it's amazing, i know. i had it twice
miamichalupa13 (1:20:44 AM): you are bitter
T13C Mike (1:21:06 AM): you're a great friend man
T13C Mike (1:21:31 AM): and i really appreciate the advise. just keep giving it though. i need some help getting through this one
miamichalupa13 (1:21:32 AM): remember that shit
T13C Mike (1:25:20 AM): and how many times do we move on only to become the martyr of loves perilous fate?
T13C Mike (1:25:25 AM): THAT is the question
miamichalupa13 (1:25:51 AM): what the fuck are you talking about?
T13C Mike (1:26:09 AM): the end
T13C Mike (1:26:21 AM): it doesn't seem to justify the means of getting there
T13C Mike (1:27:42 AM): i'm sure one day it will all make sense
miamichalupa13 (1:27:47 AM): the bottom line is that when you meet a girl who is worthy of everything you have to give her, this whole issue will seem foolish
T13C Mike (1:27:53 AM): i'm just thinking about it too much
T13C Mike (1:27:57 AM): and i'm bitter
miamichalupa13 (1:27:58 AM): that you are
T13C Mike (1:28:16 AM): at least you'll have an awesome toast at my wedding
miamichalupa13 (1:28:22 AM): haha
T13C Mike (1:28:25 AM): looking back at all this
miamichalupa13 (1:28:29 AM): thats awesome
T13C Mike (1:28:32 AM): alright, i'm too gay to stay awake
miamichalupa13 (1:28:35 AM): haha
T13C Mike (1:28:39 AM): i'll talk to you tomorrow.
T13C Mike (1:28:42 AM): thanks again bro