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i refuse to invest myself in someone who will never care about me. this is not about me being angry about my dad cheating on my mom and getting a divorce. it's not about that at all. it's about how he treated me when i was a child, before the divorce, and how he continues to treat me now. he will always be a selfish person and he will never love me. i have to accept the things i can't change and move on. there's no point in fighting for a relationship with someone who is completely insensitive to my feelings and doesn't even want to be honest about his own. it's like trying to draw blood from a stone. i'm not going to let myself be hurt anymore.