Boooooty
I had a realization last night.
Everything is going to be okay. All of my doubts, fears, insecurities, pain.. it's all a lie sent from the enemy to keep me down. Every work that God begins, He will see it through. I am just going to live my life... and leave the details to God. I'm not perfect and i'm clearly human, but I am learning to breathe easy and trust God again. I know that this is all for a greater purpose. I believe it. And I know that any road block that is thrown in the way of of my future, God will deal with it accordingly. I'm not a punk and God is not a God of fear. God is love... manifested in his believers through the Holy Spirit.
If God can part the red sea.. and turn the water into wine.. and if he can take the cross... and bear our sins.. and beat the grave.. and rise again... then He absolutely has control over THIS situation in my wee little bitty life!
I believe that God is working on our relationship, Jody. I know that God wants our relationship to be pure and amazing and his will for our lives is to worship him and be joyful together. I know this. I am believing it... and I thank God for holding me through this. And for giving me the grace to handle this. I am in awe of what God can do.. and how he has changed my heart.
I have never been able to let go of the past.. and now, I thank God for the desire to WANT to let go. What once was, no longer is. I know that what is coming is so much better than I could have ever imagined. So there you go... there you have it... my heart.
Father,
Thank you for being a God of power... and of mercy.. and for showing me love when I never deserved it in the first place. I praise you Jesus for showing off your glory in this dark situation. You are my Hero and I hope that I make you proud!
Love always from your daughter,
Me :-)
Everything is going to be okay. All of my doubts, fears, insecurities, pain.. it's all a lie sent from the enemy to keep me down. Every work that God begins, He will see it through. I am just going to live my life... and leave the details to God. I'm not perfect and i'm clearly human, but I am learning to breathe easy and trust God again. I know that this is all for a greater purpose. I believe it. And I know that any road block that is thrown in the way of of my future, God will deal with it accordingly. I'm not a punk and God is not a God of fear. God is love... manifested in his believers through the Holy Spirit.
If God can part the red sea.. and turn the water into wine.. and if he can take the cross... and bear our sins.. and beat the grave.. and rise again... then He absolutely has control over THIS situation in my wee little bitty life!
I believe that God is working on our relationship, Jody. I know that God wants our relationship to be pure and amazing and his will for our lives is to worship him and be joyful together. I know this. I am believing it... and I thank God for holding me through this. And for giving me the grace to handle this. I am in awe of what God can do.. and how he has changed my heart.
I have never been able to let go of the past.. and now, I thank God for the desire to WANT to let go. What once was, no longer is. I know that what is coming is so much better than I could have ever imagined. So there you go... there you have it... my heart.
Father,
Thank you for being a God of power... and of mercy.. and for showing me love when I never deserved it in the first place. I praise you Jesus for showing off your glory in this dark situation. You are my Hero and I hope that I make you proud!
Love always from your daughter,
Me :-)