Dang.
I had my manager at work to donate 8-pack packages of gum to a mental institution the other day. Why? 1) Mom asked me to. 2) They took away the patients' smoking priviliges. So in the absence of cigarettes, they will have gum. I feel sorry for them because they didn't choose to be that way. Well, most of them at least.
As much of a struggle as it has been, I have decided what i'm going to do this fall. I'm not going to SAY anything because I don't want to ruin it. Usually when I get ahead of myself with "plans", they fall through. I do think this is the best decision for me and that it will benefit me in the long run. I've got to stop messing around and take my future seriously.
My boyfriend makes me happy. Just thought I would throw that out there. He's patient with me and he makes me smile. After all that I have been through, I think I deserve to be happy. Or maybe I don't. Who knows. But either way, God's blessed me with a smile that i'm so very grateful for.
School is going great by the way. I didn't realize that I had a paper due yesterday in my Sociology class though. Woops. I will probably finish writing that tonight when I get home from work. Then tomorrow, weather permitted, I am going to go running. I've start eating healthier once again. Hopefully I can do that long enough to where it becomes habitual. I need energy. I'm sick of being exhausted all of the time.
SPEAKING of which.. I have been having strange dreams lately. Okay so maybe that completely unrelated to what I was talking about. But I HAVE been having strange dreams lately. Weird.
OKAY! I'm going to go clean out my car and then run on the treadmill for a bit. I hope everyone has a great Tuesday. :-)
As much of a struggle as it has been, I have decided what i'm going to do this fall. I'm not going to SAY anything because I don't want to ruin it. Usually when I get ahead of myself with "plans", they fall through. I do think this is the best decision for me and that it will benefit me in the long run. I've got to stop messing around and take my future seriously.
My boyfriend makes me happy. Just thought I would throw that out there. He's patient with me and he makes me smile. After all that I have been through, I think I deserve to be happy. Or maybe I don't. Who knows. But either way, God's blessed me with a smile that i'm so very grateful for.
School is going great by the way. I didn't realize that I had a paper due yesterday in my Sociology class though. Woops. I will probably finish writing that tonight when I get home from work. Then tomorrow, weather permitted, I am going to go running. I've start eating healthier once again. Hopefully I can do that long enough to where it becomes habitual. I need energy. I'm sick of being exhausted all of the time.
SPEAKING of which.. I have been having strange dreams lately. Okay so maybe that completely unrelated to what I was talking about. But I HAVE been having strange dreams lately. Weird.
OKAY! I'm going to go clean out my car and then run on the treadmill for a bit. I hope everyone has a great Tuesday. :-)