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Saving Me
by
JRG
Take me away on a gentle breeze
lift me up, sweep me up...
carry me away...
now, today.
I need to fly.
I want to be free
from all of the demons haunting me.
No more pains in my chest.
No more trying to do my best
only to have it all fall apart.
No more breaking of my heart.
No more nightmares or frightening memories.
No more flashbacks that drop me to my knees.
No more tears... please... no more crying.
No more feeling like im dying.
I dont want to die yet
and who would really care?
I refuse to die now.
I want to breathe the air!
Inhale the oceans scent
and hold it deep inside of me
...like a lover spent.
I want to embrace life
without all of this stress.
I need to remove myself from all of this mess.
No more sacrifices will I make.
No more indifference will I take
from those around me who should care the most...
and no more running from yesterdays ghosts.
I want to just vomit
and get it all out!
I want to feel peace.
I dont want to shout.
I want to be heard without having to yell.
I want the dementors to go straight to hell.
I'm tired of running. I'm tired of the fight.
I want to fly free now.
I want to live right.
I want to live life... not just exist.
I want to relax my often clenched fists.
I want to live life without being pissed.
I want to be the one who's frequently kissed.
I want to be held in a tight embrace...
I want to caress my lovers face.
I want to be far away from this place.
I want to do everything I've always done,
but this time for me... my time has come.
I dont want to die before learning to live!
I dont want my life to slip through a sieve.
I don't want to miss my very last chance
to experience life and enjoy the dance.
I've waded through life in a victims trance.
I want to find happiness... if given a chance.
I want to feel wanted and loved and adored...
not disrespected, insignificant... ignored.
My comatose spirit has awakened...
escaped from that dark prison cell.
I want to find my own heaven.
I'm locking the doors to hell.
So take me away... on a gentle breeze
lift me up, sweep me up... carry me away
now... today
I need to fly.
I need to be free.
I want to be happy.
I want to be me.
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by
JRG
Take me away on a gentle breeze
lift me up, sweep me up...
carry me away...
now, today.
I need to fly.
I want to be free
from all of the demons haunting me.
No more pains in my chest.
No more trying to do my best
only to have it all fall apart.
No more breaking of my heart.
No more nightmares or frightening memories.
No more flashbacks that drop me to my knees.
No more tears... please... no more crying.
No more feeling like im dying.
I dont want to die yet
and who would really care?
I refuse to die now.
I want to breathe the air!
Inhale the oceans scent
and hold it deep inside of me
...like a lover spent.
I want to embrace life
without all of this stress.
I need to remove myself from all of this mess.
No more sacrifices will I make.
No more indifference will I take
from those around me who should care the most...
and no more running from yesterdays ghosts.
I want to just vomit
and get it all out!
I want to feel peace.
I dont want to shout.
I want to be heard without having to yell.
I want the dementors to go straight to hell.
I'm tired of running. I'm tired of the fight.
I want to fly free now.
I want to live right.
I want to live life... not just exist.
I want to relax my often clenched fists.
I want to live life without being pissed.
I want to be the one who's frequently kissed.
I want to be held in a tight embrace...
I want to caress my lovers face.
I want to be far away from this place.
I want to do everything I've always done,
but this time for me... my time has come.
I dont want to die before learning to live!
I dont want my life to slip through a sieve.
I don't want to miss my very last chance
to experience life and enjoy the dance.
I've waded through life in a victims trance.
I want to find happiness... if given a chance.
I want to feel wanted and loved and adored...
not disrespected, insignificant... ignored.
My comatose spirit has awakened...
escaped from that dark prison cell.
I want to find my own heaven.
I'm locking the doors to hell.
So take me away... on a gentle breeze
lift me up, sweep me up... carry me away
now... today
I need to fly.
I need to be free.
I want to be happy.
I want to be me.
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