miserable...
yesterday was ok.. and everything was ok when i was watching the play with jesse.. until.. i wasnt feel good about what happened.. yea i said i didnt want a boyfriend but i dunno, and i didnt get mad at him about sherrie.. i was talking to her after she walked him.. and she said some stuff.. and it hurt me.. that i cried.. thats another reason why boyfriends arent my thing.. no guy is worth my tears.. i hope today is better and if jesse doesnt talk to me then.. thats his decision ill be extremely hurt but.. oh well.. i just have no clue what to do.. joanie was with jasmin so i didnt get to talk to her about it.. i confided in someone else yesterday during 3rd and he kinda helped me with this situation... i dont know what to do.. and im not even gonna worry about it.. im not gonna stress.. im just gonna go to school and act like everythings ok.. thats what im supposed to do right????????