well..
hi there.. not a lot had really happened since that last time i actually wrote anything, angie and i are not talking.. because she isnt very nice.. long story...im really sad.. because my best guy friend mike who ive known for like ever is leaving on monday for the army.. and he might be stationed in Kuwait or sumwhere out there.. and im soo scared hes like my brother..ive been conversing with jesse more.. because he apologized which was very mature.. and i respect him for that.. so thank you.. but life just is life right now.. its not rainbows and sunshine.. i cant even remember the last time i really laughed..and thats pretty sad.. i want a relationship, and i like this guy but im too afraid to go up to him.. and i dont wanna get hurt either! Ryan says the right guy will come.. im not going to the drama banquet because i dont wanna go by and expensive dress that i'll never wear again.. and one can only stand soo much Anderton. The year is almost over and the past few days have seemed like an eternity, adri is leaving and im gonna be a senior.. soo much.. yet so little.. i just guess im a little depressed which is ok.. life is like that sometimes.. you have your ups and downs... i just wish i had someone to cheer me up all the time.. to care about me and love me ya know? maybe not.. oh well.. ill be on my way now..
<3 Mea
<3 Mea