FUCK!
today was alright.. until after school.. when i saw HIM! ugh.. he disgusts me..like no one else.. one minute he loves me the next he treats me like shit! i fucking hate it! i hate him! i'm trying to move on.. im going out with jesse ESTRADA this weekend.. he and i are going to the beach..he asked me out on a "date" so whatever.. hes an amazing guy! so im hopeing today will be made up through that! hehe..
at least he likes the beach! well i just feel hurt,mad,sad,upset,pissed,confused,USED, i just dont know what to do anymore.. love is bullshit.. love is so fucking dumb and ignorant! i'm tired of being your little secret.. its time to move on like you said! GOD! im trying.. its so hard... what is it about u? YOUR PRIME HUH? you should of thought about that before you decided to hurt me! your so GODdamn ridiculous! Thats fine.. ill find my love someday..
at least he likes the beach! well i just feel hurt,mad,sad,upset,pissed,confused,USED, i just dont know what to do anymore.. love is bullshit.. love is so fucking dumb and ignorant! i'm tired of being your little secret.. its time to move on like you said! GOD! im trying.. its so hard... what is it about u? YOUR PRIME HUH? you should of thought about that before you decided to hurt me! your so GODdamn ridiculous! Thats fine.. ill find my love someday..