Growth of Knowledge is Exemplified by Regression into One's Self...

[me_vs_myself]

I sit alone in this room, devoid of ambition, brimming with inhibitions, prepared for nothing yet yearning for drive to achieve the results I desire. I despise myself wholeheartedly, yet don't understand why people depart my company so fervently, as if I'm a sickness and they're the remedy. I can't quite comprehend this self-imposed conundrum I've

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I still think you're amazing.

[anonymous]

I always have. I always will. You are the only person who doesn't think this, David. That's the only thing that messes things up for you every single time, and you just need to have the confidence that you should have no problem mustering up.

Take a look in the mirror and realize that you are the standard that I have judged every man up against because you are that great. Know that you've left splinters in my heart forever, and I'm just now starting to feel them coming out... because time does heal most pain... but that you are the one I will never forget and know that I have no doubt that you will get everything you deserve; The girl, the job, and the stability that I know we both crave in life. I wish I could be the one to fix everything... I would have love to have healed that darkness in you, but I just don't think you loved me the way I did, and in a way... always will...

and your username will always be your battle... "me versus myself... i against i"

Know that you will always be loved. No matter how many mistakes you make. We all know you're just human, and I wish you could just accept that as well.

Love always,
Me