why??????
WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY?!?!?!?!?!?
why?
thats all that i can seem to say... that and the fact that ill prolly revert back to my old (and very BAD) habits...
why am i so niave?
why do i trust so easily?
why dont i listen to my instincts?
why?!
i trusted him and because i trusted him so damned deeply when he attacked me he didnt just give me a minor cut or burn. He tore into my soul and killed me from the inside out. But thats not the worst... the worst is that he hurt Ty...... how could he do such a thing? i can understand sibling fighting. Hell! i have a little sister and she and i fight..... but i would never, never, EVER do that. That was..... theres no words for how disgusting, how.... how VILE it is!
so yea...... if i was worried before about losing Ty before.............. then this only adds...
im gunna go before i go into detail and shit gets said....
why wont the tears stop? why do i feel so aone in this all?
*not gunna sign*
i dont feel like Goom anymore.... well actually thats not true.... its just i dont feel like i deserve to be Goom anymore........
please save me................
why?
thats all that i can seem to say... that and the fact that ill prolly revert back to my old (and very BAD) habits...
why am i so niave?
why do i trust so easily?
why dont i listen to my instincts?
why?!
i trusted him and because i trusted him so damned deeply when he attacked me he didnt just give me a minor cut or burn. He tore into my soul and killed me from the inside out. But thats not the worst... the worst is that he hurt Ty...... how could he do such a thing? i can understand sibling fighting. Hell! i have a little sister and she and i fight..... but i would never, never, EVER do that. That was..... theres no words for how disgusting, how.... how VILE it is!
so yea...... if i was worried before about losing Ty before.............. then this only adds...
im gunna go before i go into detail and shit gets said....
why wont the tears stop? why do i feel so aone in this all?
*not gunna sign*
i dont feel like Goom anymore.... well actually thats not true.... its just i dont feel like i deserve to be Goom anymore........
please save me................