Weep not for your Memories
I want to one day be as strong as Momiji (anime character). Even if he isn't real.. I can dream until that dream awakens into reality. I can still have faith and believe that it's possible.
Here's what he said:
"Still this is what I think, I would rather live on, carrying the memory until the end. Because, even if it's a sad memory.. even if it's a memory that only hurts me.. even if it's a memory I would rather forget.. if I carry it until the end, without running away from it.. Some day......Some day, I may become myself who wouldn't lose to those memories. I believe it. Because.. I want to believe. Because, I want to believe there is no such memory that you can just forget." ~Momiji (Fruits Basket)
I know how hard it is to have a horrible past, to be afraid of yourself and everyone around you. Yet, life continues on, pushing us to go on. I want to one day grow up into someone I can be proud of. Hope can be paralyzing if you're hoping against the truth because all you're doing is holding your breath. But, what if you are hoping for the truth? I'm going to hope with my heart and find that one day, it wasn't futile.
Here's what he said:
"Still this is what I think, I would rather live on, carrying the memory until the end. Because, even if it's a sad memory.. even if it's a memory that only hurts me.. even if it's a memory I would rather forget.. if I carry it until the end, without running away from it.. Some day......Some day, I may become myself who wouldn't lose to those memories. I believe it. Because.. I want to believe. Because, I want to believe there is no such memory that you can just forget." ~Momiji (Fruits Basket)
I know how hard it is to have a horrible past, to be afraid of yourself and everyone around you. Yet, life continues on, pushing us to go on. I want to one day grow up into someone I can be proud of. Hope can be paralyzing if you're hoping against the truth because all you're doing is holding your breath. But, what if you are hoping for the truth? I'm going to hope with my heart and find that one day, it wasn't futile.