staring long into the abyss

Feb 09, 2009 20:59

Okay, so this is the weirdest feeling... I've had this urge lately to have a really dark character. Someone tortured and absolutely fucking dangerous and predatory and *grr* and okay, Ty gives me some of that, okay... but most of the time he's trying to be normal (or what he thinks is normal) and passes decently for some uptight Pretty Boy from the elite ranks of society.

I want a bad-ass. And I don't just want a bad-ass character. I want a bad-ass doll. I think this most recent outburst is sdink's fault, because holy fuck I have fallen in love with her North (her Williams mold - HOLYFUCK is he gorgeous!!). >'s Jenova who I have freaking adored since forever. And well... you know the other boy, right, Mr. Scowly, all broody and tense - pris84's Cy... who... I dunno, maybe I miss having around so much, I guess... feelin' a lack lately... #>>#

Ty may be psycho. But he's the quiet psycho. The smile-pretty-and-stab-them-in-the-back psycho. The seems-normal-'till-he's-got-you-in-a-private-place psycho.

I want someone you can tell just by looking at 'im that they are Bad Fucking News. A bad boy. A tortured soul. The guy with a motorcycle and tattoo that your father would have freaked if you went out with. Y'know... a Bad Boy. Not even necessarily psychotic, just... y'know... someone Cool. Someone I can squee over and hug until he hits me and tells me to 'get-the-fuck-off' him. ^^ And then hug some more!!

Christ.

Of course... the issue here is... I have no more room. No more dollie room! D:

So... does this mean someone's getting a make-over? o_O

edit: Sadly... the closest doll character I have to a Cool bad-ass guy is... Mischa, right now. O_o Bad-ass SWD Syo? >> That would possibly simply be laughable... Keely? Why do girls never give me that same Cool factor even when they're bad-ass. Halla and Amy are both pretty bad-ass, but they just don't have that same edge to their attitude. Mischa actually does. He just... he really doesn't have the face for it. :|

edit 2: Now that I think about it... y'know, the fact that Mischa has all that attitute with such a sweet face is actually part of why I love him so much... Because he'll get all up in somebody's face who's twice his size and he gets so worked up and it's just like... d'awwww~ you're SO CUTE, Em-baby! It's so adork-able. XD I don't think I could change that.

So that just leaves... Keely? Keely would never actually be that edgy-cool Bad-Ass guy/person... but I suppose I could goth her up and make her really dark... :3 Hmm... Starting to like this idea... That could be cool. >)

rl, dolls

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