why doesnt the wind just come and carry me away?
right this 10 seconds, i dont feel like functioning in anyway. im supose to be doing my set book for band right now, its in front of me. but i dont feel like it. my eyes are swollen and im having a hard time thinking here. i took like...about an hour nap and woke up thinking it was the morning for some reason and i walked around thinking it was 7 in the morning...whoa, im a dumbass. so uh...my day was okay, ive had alot better. i felt like an ugly teenage deadhead all day. my pants were way to big. i look horrid. i feel like shit too. eh...i feel really weak...i almost passed out on the floor a few minutes ago down stairs and halo (my dog) was sitting on the towel on my head and i almost fell a sleep like that...it would have been really wierd to wake up there...man...i need a life...i need a boyfriend...*sigh* the sex god front is looking good i think...rudy says i have a chance...thats good. yay....