your undivided attention is not needed.yesnopleasethankyou
im content. theres things i should worry about but im not. at one point im happy because i can push those problems aside and finally get through my day (for once in a long time), but the priorities arent in line. this journal is now public. i could care less what people think about me. let them think bad of me. i dont care. im tired of hidding things from people. its killing me on the inside. i need to start over, but im not sure of how i would do that. many things could be thought over but i know i will not do anythign drastic like quit band or change schools. some people are just annoying me lately. im not going to say who. i need to spend more time with some of my friends and i feel bad for not spending time with them. steph and i are growing apart. i hate it. i need time with the evan too and she just got ungrounded too. lets party.
on the brighter side things with brandon are quite awesome. he gave me the mars volta cd, i love it. yesterday was UIL for band and we made straight 2's. bellaire got 3's *shakes head*. I think its cool because we got the same score as waltrip. we didnt make it to area but im happy because we have made progress and we did better than last year and the year before and the year before that too. its pretty cool. A 1 could have been awesome but...im still proud. we worked pretty hard. there always next year. when hopfully i'll be drum major.
on the brighter side things with brandon are quite awesome. he gave me the mars volta cd, i love it. yesterday was UIL for band and we made straight 2's. bellaire got 3's *shakes head*. I think its cool because we got the same score as waltrip. we didnt make it to area but im happy because we have made progress and we did better than last year and the year before and the year before that too. its pretty cool. A 1 could have been awesome but...im still proud. we worked pretty hard. there always next year. when hopfully i'll be drum major.