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you know what really fucking pisses me of? guilt trips from your mother...i get so annoyed by her pouty attempts to get me to move up to kentucky.okay first I was not the one that desided that the whole fucking family should just pack up and move in 2007 they were...and fil can't go,so why would i? think about it...if i go jasmine goes jasmine is just as much his as mine so that in its self would be fucked up,then theres the fact that i actully love him so why would i go up there to be a depressed piece of shit for taking his daughter away and leaving the person i love behind heartbroken???all she cares about is her feelings not mine or fils.she's upset becuz if i don't go jasmine doesn't go and she now says she's gonna stay becuz "i'm not leaving that baby" newflash women it's MY FUCKING KID!!! and she tries to blame me for her not going...i told her that her not going up there was her personal choice...and it's not like she or my aunt or anyone else besides my grandparents care if i move up there as long as jasmine does...my mom told me that..."i'm not leaving unless i can take jasmine" guess what mom?IT'S NOT GONNA FUCKING HAPPEN the only reason those fucking smucks want me to go is so jasmine will be there.so they can save their fucking guilt trips "oh i'm gonna have to go to a mental hospital" for someone who gives a damn...my feet are planted in the ground her as well as my daughters with fil,and if they don't like it well then i guess they can just enjoy a few more years as florida residents.fuckers.and they could have atleast made it look like they wantted me there,it wouldn't have changed my mind any but it would have been a better game plan...i love my family...but i would have thought they would have been smarter and i also would have thought that they would have known i'm not gonna take my child away from her father even if we weren't together...i told them that when we weren't together anyhow...