screw yourself OVER.
so what's so hard about just doing what your supposed to??
come home, do homework, maybe even study, and then go out.
why is that so freakin hard to do? if i would've been doing that. i wouldn't be in all the trouble i am now. i need to get a good grade. i guess this anxiety is coming from the fact that i am a wannabe perfectionist. not something to be proud of but that's the truth.
drawing final exam is soo freakin hard. i never thought i'd have to do something like this. geometry is geometry. i make it harder than it needs to be and that's why i fail. that's just super. basically i have to get a B or better on my exam or i am grounded for a month. oh joy. expository, what can i say. i am definetly slacking. this college essay is important and due friday and i have worked on it a whole 2 times. amazing. government. if he actually taught us some stuff, i'd have no problem. but my class is so freakin retarted....
so basically, next term. i'm gonna try a lot harder cuz i dont liket his feeling that i failed at something i had the ability to do well in.
i hate failing.
me sara chad and brad hung out yesterday afterschool. we saw brian and cassy get in an accident. nice one cassy. then we went to TBELL! and then played MAO. fun stuff. after getting into trouble. me and sara went to the Varsity soccer game. it wasn't even exciting. we mercyd pontiac, no problem. BOWEN EVEN SCORED!!!! whoo hoo! yeah bow! i was so freakin proud of him. lol.
daddy came home last nite. brought me candy and a shirt. yay! mmmm.
today.. detention. tutoring. soccer practice. studying. man. can't wait.
come home, do homework, maybe even study, and then go out.
why is that so freakin hard to do? if i would've been doing that. i wouldn't be in all the trouble i am now. i need to get a good grade. i guess this anxiety is coming from the fact that i am a wannabe perfectionist. not something to be proud of but that's the truth.
drawing final exam is soo freakin hard. i never thought i'd have to do something like this. geometry is geometry. i make it harder than it needs to be and that's why i fail. that's just super. basically i have to get a B or better on my exam or i am grounded for a month. oh joy. expository, what can i say. i am definetly slacking. this college essay is important and due friday and i have worked on it a whole 2 times. amazing. government. if he actually taught us some stuff, i'd have no problem. but my class is so freakin retarted....
so basically, next term. i'm gonna try a lot harder cuz i dont liket his feeling that i failed at something i had the ability to do well in.
i hate failing.
me sara chad and brad hung out yesterday afterschool. we saw brian and cassy get in an accident. nice one cassy. then we went to TBELL! and then played MAO. fun stuff. after getting into trouble. me and sara went to the Varsity soccer game. it wasn't even exciting. we mercyd pontiac, no problem. BOWEN EVEN SCORED!!!! whoo hoo! yeah bow! i was so freakin proud of him. lol.
daddy came home last nite. brought me candy and a shirt. yay! mmmm.
today.. detention. tutoring. soccer practice. studying. man. can't wait.