.soooo generic and overproduced.
dont u love how when drama comes your way and your going thru something that you feel is super tuff and u finally decide to confide in someone looking for answers and all they can tell u is... give it time and it'll all work out in the end. that's crap. don't ever tell me that again. i dont wanna hear it. that's not a friend giving advice. that's a friend backing down because you don't know what else to say or you are to afraid to spell out your version of the word truth. im sick of this ongoing "confusion" if u will that im pressed to keep carrying. it sucks! no one really understands that. however, i am glad no one else hasta deal with crap like this rite now. i just really want a friend that i can just.. feel right with. comfortable/ happy/ honest with. i know who that is. but i have a feeling it would never work out the way i really want it to... need it to. i just dont know about too much of anything anymore. haven't really been using my brain lately. just doing whatever sounds fun/cool that moment. i am random but too much of a good thing can turn bad. i really need to take a reality check, before i get myself in too deep. because my fall has already begun.