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[me_over_zero]

so dublin has been really great and ive been having lots of fun

but right now i feel like shit

and i feel like an asshole

because ive entered the good ol nihilistic state of mind.

its pretty depressing

i feel like hurting someone

maybe even myself

just so i can feel something

because i havent felt anything

for a long fucking time

im not living.

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happiness is only enjoyable when intercut with sadness

you cant appreciate good weather if it never rains.